be here now.

 I have to keep looking ahead, that's where my hopes are. It gets to be like a dream & I start feel like one girl running away from a crowd of people, who are all trying to talk to me at once. These people are from all periods in my life, but no one really says anything that makes sense. I can't stop to talk. I don't have time to remember right now.

when it rains it pours. 

[& right now all I have is a newspaper and I still have to fish my keys out of my purse.]

 The 31st we had an appointment for Emery, who is weighing in at 6.5lbs & they say she's a long little girl.I have some concerns but, I'll tell you about them after my next appointment. Hopefully they will be put to rest. We also had our first counseling session, which went well and looks like it will get intense in a good way. I'm glad I found Monica, and the place we are going. Everyone seems way more professional then where I had previously visited, and she's really focusing on setting up a plan with us. So we go back Monday for another session and a half. Since Emery will be here soon we want to get as much done as possible since we'll have to take some weeks off. I'm glad Kyle feels like this will help as much as I do, even though it can be hard.

 We have 19 days until Emery is scheduled to be here, whoa. It's getting so close. Kyle registered for all his classes and soon I'll need to finish my training hours online. Hard to believe another school year is about to start. Things get so busy. Something tells me this year will go by fairly quickly, because we won't have as much time to kill. 

I have mixed feeling about everything that's coming, so I'll continue to take things a day at a time. <3