There's this movie where people who get stressed out are at risk for their head exploding. So the whole world goes out of its way to be calm and unemotional. I feel like in that world I would already be dead. As someone who needs to talk things out, I've been at a loss for words. Ironically no one else has had a problem speaking out, and it seems they almost all have standards that I haven't yet been able to measure up to. I'm being forced to stand still because all the paths are blocked by people who don't even have to walk down them. Everyone making choices with my life and emotions on the line, it seriously feels like no one can even hear me or my thoughts on my own life.
I wish I could start over, knowing what I do now.
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