Clean

I finally stuck up for myself, put my foot down, stopped bending, apparently people don't like that. I was up front all along, & always laid out that eventually I would get to that point. The slack ran out and there's definite tension in the line. Except my first thought this time is, fuck it, I'm taking care of my family. I tried to make things pretty, and tied with a bow but you can't wrap what isn't even there. There's a reason things happened the way they did, but it isn't because I didn't try to change it. Not to mention nothing has changed, same behavior, same result. It's just easy to blame me. Which can be done all day long but when it comes down to it I have been the only one taking care of the real issues and responsibilities.
There are no holes here, I've never been anything less than honest because I have no reason to lie. People who really me know the truth, people that bounce back and forth are just inconsistent, and people that don't care at all are smart because it doesn't concern them anyway.

I have a trillion million things that I would rather do, than lose another minute being concerned with drama that has already been settled. 💋