"Erase it."

 How many times have we as human beings, made mistakes? Countless, but what about when our mistakes alter the path that we were on?, or take us away from who we were walking it with. I know you want me to forget, because you want to make things better from now on. I know you regret it in every way, and you want to forget about it too. 

 Honestly though, it's like when you've written in erasable pen, even though you tried to erase the error and made the correction the professor can still see the original answer you gave. Does is it mean it'll get marked wrong anyway?, No. But the fact that you may not have studied as much as you should have is obvious. Though that leads to another thought, what if that wasn't the only question you could have gotten wrong? What if you had made other mistakes and failed the test anyway? Which put you on the verge of failing the entire class? All because of one test, that in hindsight was simple if you had taken the time to open a book.

 It's a difficult topic, in reality there are to many times I'm alone and thinking that I should just pack up the bags and go, that no one deserves to go through this and I am the only woman insane enough to stay and put myself through it. But, I never do. Something always quiets that "voice", it lets me be angry, lets me be sad, but will never let me leave. That "voice" I think, is love. I can tell you now, I won't forget, I will never be able to erase what you've written in permanent ink on my heart, but eventually I will be able to forgive you. I can't tell you when, or that things will get easier between now and then. One day I'll wake up and know, but between now and then I can promise I will love you and I will give my best and not let this mistake define us, or me.

you are the only one i could do this for.

anyone else would be alone right now.