Who I am

 I've been motivating myself to come out of this safe place I've put myself in, because I've honestly been battling myself about if I could handle putting more time in. I've also taken a look at myself and who I am. I started asking myself if I am who I want to be or if I am  a product of habit, expectations of others, or my environment in general. Now it's time to make changes. 

I am a daughter, a mother, a wife , a friend.......

 I am a person. While I am all of those things listed above, one of them alone doesn't define me completely. I have a lot of responsibility and people who depend on me, but I am still only 21. The past 2-3 years I have voluntarily given up some of my dreams, and things that I want because I saw a bigger picture. At the time I thought in the end, everything would come together telling myself to stay positive and not become bitter. Obviously recent events have shown me people don't always recognize what's being done, when it's happening. So with that realization, I'm not putting my life goals and  things I want completely on hold anymore. I will seek out support, instead of letting myself be told "No" or "Wait". I'm not quitting, as far as one of my priorities being someone elses success. I am just adding myself to that list again. <3

Today is the beginning of a new me. Happier & Secure with and in myself.:)