If I put on order all the days of my life from "I could live it over and over" to "I should have just stayed in bed", today should have just been cancelled.
It began at 2 AM waking up from a nightmare (seriously can't remember the last time that's happened), which woke up my two year old who was snuggled up next to me. & well you don't just stir a two year old, you basically light the flame to a string of black cats that want breakfast and your full attention for the next 12 hours. I have been in a hellish mood already and nothing today has calmed it. I completely lost it on my husband #totalemotionalbreakdown, he's not with me so it wasn't productive just sad. & I managed to shatter an entire sugar bowl (more like pot but that sounds weird; think pooh bear?) which was covering the floor -_- It's probably the first time sugar made me want to cry.
Apparently days like this are supposed to make people appreciate the good ones more, instead I think I'm just a little pissy the good days have seemed to go on hiatus. How rude.
hoping to see them back soon. or I'll start writing them threatening emails.
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