quietus

 I was asleep for maybe five minutes until the universe decided rest just wasn't in the cards for me right now. I am still pretty amazed at my energy level given how busy I always am as of late. & considering I am going for a promotion at work I can only take on more at this point. Still, here I sit like a kid before the first day of school. I will regret this at some point this week. 
I've been anxious, my past just can't seem to find it's place there; constantly finding me where I am. It's wearing on me. 
 At the same time I have been feeling so much love. Obviously, I love my family but when I say that I have been feeling love I mean it in a more all purpose way.  I can't really say it's more so towards anyone or anything specific, it's just a feeling I have. I've always had. You don't always have to be "loving", at least I don't think so.

 I'm all over the place right now, not settling on a particular topic per usual. Things are messy. I need to get myself together.