I'll probably let it ring. The past few days I've been letting these memories fade in and out, some of them I love and others I wish I could change. I feel like it should be easy to reach out to these people I let walk out of my life or walked out of theirs; but it's not. I keep telling myself if they wanted me in their lives they would put me there. What if they're saying the same thing about me, but what if they aren't. Am I missing them because I should be talking to them or because I realize what a mistake I made then. Some of them are gone forever and I can't even imagine seeing them again.
Life's timeline can be unfair. Though going back probably wouldn't change very much.
I miss you.
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