The grass is greener......

where you water it. so leave my lawn alone and go tend to your patch of dirt.

  I've learned over and over the people you let in the most are the ones who disappoint you. Luckily with all this experience in being let down, I tend to pick back up fairly quickly. Unfortunately the urge to destroy someone's face in with a brick doesn't fade as fast. Despite that feeling, I know I'm living my life the way I should be. I make decisions to.benefit my family, & I don't allow my views and expectations to be overlooked.
  Obviously life has it's ups & downs, very.obviously I'm finding myself in a down but, it's only temporary. People have gone through worse, & come back stronger than ever. I plan on always being one of those women that takes a challenge on, confident the outcome will be more than worth it.

   On a different perspective, if you're so unhappy with what you have that you have to come after something that belongs to someone else...well you're lost. I take care of my problems at home and put tons of effort into my marriage. Apparently you just want what you will never be able to have, because you don't try at home. Throwing your sexuality at men for attention and self worth is sad. Though the fact that you are given the time of.day is just as sad. I say this because I know there are multiple guys. We'll repair what damage was.done, if you're smart you should fix what's obviously broken in your life.
After you read this, if you read this, if you ever wonder how I feel about you now, don't.bother after today I'm.done acknowledging you exist.

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