cuori timorosi

 I think the hardest part about starting down a new path is the new sense of awareness, really knowing how quickly things can change. Realizing how quickly people can change their minds, fear of investing to much of yourself when you don't have much left. Being vulnerable is a big thing, letting someone in is so intimidating..... Not knowing the outcome is terrifying. I can know what I want all day long but the universe is definitely not taking requests. I know that I should be content in seeing where things go like everyone else but I also know I have always wanted more than that. I really need to accept that nothing will ever be clear before it's time. I'm happy, that is enough right now Now I just need to trust, instead of expecting to get hurt.